a gentle demon

Once upon a time… on a distant star called Beta Persei…

a fledgling Demon emerged from the soft womb of a dragon flower…

I will try to keep my river to more of a puddle or steady drip to start. I have lived many lives on the web and it has shaped me in ways I don’t think I can ever fully process. My reality ebbs and flows, URL and IRL expand and contract. Which Self is more true? It is an impossible puzzle… and we all feel it. As I grow up I understand more each day that the space I occupy should be a reflection of my higher self. I am finding peace with my home and routine in NYC, amidst the chaos, and now it’s time to take the next step towards creating that peace for myself digitally.

I plan for this small corner of cyberspace to act as a vehicle towards fully documenting and sharing my process as I see fit. I am in the throws of finishing a music video, a new album, a zine, etc… and want to have a safe zone online to share myself however I wish. In the past I found success with blogging holding me to a routine, and hope that this time around it will be a tool for accountability/exploration of my self-care rituals through the strange twisting spiral that is Creativity. Things I may write about include resources, readings, friends work, tour travel logs, spells, dreams, tales of recovery and discovery… anything could happen, I am infinite and I have so much to express !

Some other places you can find me online are my instagram, soundcloud, facebook, lookbook (which may resurface as I finally got my claws on a new camera), youtube (that only has one old poem video but will grow soon), and you can listen to my music project Daeva on streaming services like spotify or itunes or what-have-you.

I hope to start sharing outfits again, perhaps with a new perspective of sustainability, sewing, thrifting, and maybe some carefully vetted sponsorships from trusted brands. My greatest wet dream would be to receive free fabrics or craft supplies… but really I just want to connect in a real way with other like-minded souls through this amazing window screen into collective consciousness that conveniently sits before me ~ ~ ~ 💻✨

To tie off, I have some creations I would like to share:

~ a playlist on spotify, curated for my fæ kin to facilitate the creative process

~ a lil ambient creation I recorded under the safety of my covers

xoxo forever yours ~ Dæva